I don't really have a good sleep because all this while I have been dreaming of something that I don't wished to happen..I dream that someone is going to leave me soon.. But, I don't think my beloved boyfriend going to leave me..

Today, my brother went to Pulau Ubin at around 6.30 am. He went with his CCA teacher by two-way bus.. I am so sad that he went to Pulau Ubin and he left me alone at with my mother and my father.. I wonder what he is doing rite now at Pulau Ubin.. He will be back on Wednesday at around 1.00 pm..Im waiting for his returned...hehehe

Its been few weeks since the day my cousin passed away..My families have been in sorrows for few weeks as she is the first grand daughter to my grandmother... My father have not been feeling well this weeks as he always think of what is going to happen to our family in the future..phew..my mother have been always sick taking.. Now, our family don't really know what is going to hapen to our family... I just hope that my families is alright after what had happened and I wish them happy forever..

LoVe
SuTiNa

On 31 Sep 2007

I went back to my secondary school to meet my teacher during teacher's day with the whole class of mine.. I was so shocked to see my classmates in the school..with different kind of hairstyle, and many more..hehehe.. At last , after a few minutes of waiting, we get to meet them with a big hugs and smile from us from ex-students.. I have been waiting for such a big fiesta as we get to meet each other again just after few months since we get our GCE 'N' Level results..What a great time we have together.. After that, I need to rush to Toa Payoh just to meet my boyfriend to find job at his friends place..What a tiring day..I waited for him almost for 2 hours at Toa Payoh Mrt Station near the passenger service..After meeting him, we still need to wait for his dearest friend, Azlin at Old Chang Kee..Phew..Waiting after waiting..

At last we met her..We followed her all the way from Toa Payoh Mrt Station to her working place and he went for an interview.. At the end, he get the job in KFC..im so happy to hear that he get already get the job and he can start working this Monday....hehehe

me n sutina's fen JJ boi

haha todae is 30/9...yesterdae JJ boi came back from Hong Kong(soooo funn) he bought me a gift..but it's a dog soft toy..lololol....he says it's a bit gerlish...soo he said i could giv it to sutina...hahaha...i hope she'll lyke it cause he's kind enough to hav remember me(he bought a gift)...he's a cute guy guy man..the 1st time he came to teakwondo he's so blur tat he dun even know which is he's left side and right side...hahahahaat tat time i dun know he knows sutina...hahaha...btw he's lyke a mini bruce lee.....hahaha...

Monday 27 August 2007

My LiFe HaS BeEn iN MiSeRaBlE SiNcE ThE DaY mY gRaNdFaThEr PaSsEd AwAy.. I have always been in stress as I have missed the person whom I miss a lot.. I can't really concentrate on my studies in school as I have some family feast to attend for my LaTe GrAnDfAtHeR and my LaTe CoUsIn.. Although their life has been predicted by GOD, I still can't accept it as a fate to myself... First, it was my late grand dad, my mother's side..next it was my grand dad, my father's side..then now its my cason's turn to leave us in this world..I think I need time to release my stress from studies and family problem.. I need to think about my dear future..

Its been 6 years and 8 months since the deaths of my both grand dad whom I really missed and always loved.. I have been keeping their memory in my precious mind every time I missed them.. I just wished that both my grand mothers would not leave me in the future till the day they really need to go as their fate of life as it have been predicted by someone..Upstairs...